Wishing you all the Best of the Compliments and Wishes on your FIFTH Birthday

Ryanu Hi!!

Yesterday was your FIFTH Birthday. A day I so badly wanted to be with you. Wish you a very Happy Birthday and may you have many more.

Now that your Mother's Father is on a run trying to slip away from all the people he duped by not paying them the money he borrowed, changing three houses in two months, I am not even able to locate you. I only hope that you are fine and wish so much to get you out of all the messups. I always have been trying to explain to your mother where she and her folks were headed to and wanted to get both her and you away from it, is the main cause of our break. I knew this was expected sometime. I leave it to God to protect you and safe gaurd your well being and I am sure he would!

Me, your GrandFather, GrandMother and your Uncle miss you every single day. Yesterday we began our day going to the church making offerings on your behalf and then in the afternoon we gifted lunch on your behalf to an orphanage and an old age home.

Ryan, you are five now a big boy, be a good boy and be good to others around you. Study well!

I will always keep trying to find you and reach you. Should you ever come across this and want me all you need is to reach out, my number is 09886934853 and mail is xbinoe@gmail.com.

I am sorry I was not able to send you even a gift this time, I do not even know where you are.

You are in my prayers and thoughts every moment. Remember dear, I'll always be here to give you a hug or lend you a ear. The thoughts of you is what shines in me even during the darkest of times. My feelings for you come from deep in my heart, and I miss you soo much. You are really very special and I want you to know and that each moment my feelings continue to grow. And I pass each day with the prayer and hope of being with you someday. I love You a lot!

I still remember the day I was leaving of how you were crying to come along with me and expecting to be back in three days I handed you to your Mumma, not knowing that everything was already well schemed and planned. And every moment I curse myself for not having taken you with me.

Ryan once again a very Happy Birthday to you.

With Lots of Luv...Your's Abba.