Betrayal!!

Christmas Season, Advent of a New Year!!! Tears filled my eyes, as I felt the excruciating pain again. What was my fault? In which area was I lacking? Unconditional love, I gave…. didn’t i? I forgave being stood up……..didn’t I? I sacrificed my relationships with friends, by putting them on hold all the time, thus hardly having any now. My life revolved around her, I made her the centre of my life. Everything else came after her; God, my parents, my relatives, my friends and my co-workers, even myself. My God, the tears slip down my cheeks as I remembered cancelling plans with my friends, whenever she pops up and need me. I remembered her whispering how much she loves me, making me forget all else ,but her. So why this betrayal now? My heart cried. I gave my all to her, why did she cheat me? Is it because I refused to pay any more money to her folks? Is money so important in a relationship? Is it more important than love, sacrifice, trust and friendship in a relationship? Is that temporary financial requirement more important than the emotional bonding of love? Isn’t love suppose to be the balm for all wounds? Why am I hurting so much? Why did I gave up everything for her? Isn’t she suppose to love me” until death do us apart” ? Why did I forget my religious’s teachings…….” make God the centre of your life as he knows you and loves you the best.” Please some one, tell me where I went wrong?