Climate is BAD,

The Place is bad,

The People are bad,

and my mood is bad.

It seems everything is falling apart.

I'm broken now

I feel so beaten down

Depressed I think sooo..

Lonely I think sooo..

Sad I think sooo..

Putting myself through depression agony, hate.

My life sucks, and its not great.

Acquainted with hearts that are cold and unkind.

Surrounded and viciously attacked with hate.

Attempting to intercept, and demolish my fate.

No understanding.

I'm just completely alone.

Haunted by negative voices, quietly screaming my name.

Praying for my down fall.

Driving me insane.

My spirit deteriorating.

Slowly falling apart.

Brutally stabbing my soul.

Constantly wounding my heart.

mixed up --displaced, misplaced

I just want to run away

Feel like throwing everything!!

....But the hope of being with my Son one day keeps me living each day!!